Thursday, February 05, 2009

Pain, pain, pain

I woke up in the middle of the night last night in a ton of pain. I thought that I just needed to feed Braddoc, but as soon as I started feeding him, I started crying, it was so painful. Nothing helped, I could not sleep and I could not get out of bed because I thought I was going to pass out or throw up. Fun times!! After many times of feeding Braddoc and pumping and a long hot shower I feel a little bit better but not a whole lot. My whole body is sore and I dont want to move! Not a great combination for a mom! Especially since Noah leaves on Monday, now is not a good time for me to dable in sickness! I am hoping that its just a clogged milk duct and that it will get better. (crossing my fingers) Its still very tender and enlarged so I am willing it to go away! Blah!!!



We were planning on going to the temple this morning one last time together before Noah left, talk about Satan at work. I guess we will have to go tommorow evening!!!



Anyway on a happier note! I love my kids so much, they are so sweet and such joys to have around. They are wonderful boys and love each other so much! Landon takes such good care of Braddoc and always wants him around. Since I have been not feeling good this morning he has been showering me in kisses and hugs and cuddling with me on the couch. Such a sweetheart! This is a hat that Landons aunt Emma made him for his 1st christmas. He LOVES it! He wants to wear it all the time, sometimes I will walk into the room and thats all he has on. He wanted to share his hat with me and of course Braddoc.




Got to love those eyes! So mesmerizing! What a sweet sweet baby doll!
So inspit of my clogged duct, and my husband leaving in 4 days, life is still really really good!

7 comments:

jamiegilson said...

Oh Aurie. I'm so sorry. I hope your sickness goes away quickly and you can enjoy your last few days before Noah leaves. I wish you both well and good luck.

Kirsten and Jon said...

Tonight was fun, wish it was for a different reason, but I'm sure things will work out just fine. Here's hoping you will be feeling great in the morning!

Jacob and Katie said...

Bummer about the pain :-(. I'm sorry to hear about it :-(. Last time I was at your post Braddoc was just born and he's grown into such a little man! You have such a cute fam and I LOVE your background layout!

Kirsti said...

Sorry to hear about you not feeling well. Be careful of mastitis. I've had it before and your symptoms sound a lot like it. If it doesn't improve get to a doctor QUICKLY!

Amy said...

Sorry. I know how painful that can be. I had trouble with Avery not eating enough in the beggining so I hurt a lot. Luckily it didn't turn into mastitis but man is it so painful. Hope it passes quickly and you don't have trouble with it.

Katie L said...

I always thought nursing was the worst! I hated nursing and ONLY did it because my husband begged me to. I know it is healthier for all and free and all those good reasons, but I hate to nurse so much!!!

kAt said...

Aurie, he is beautiful!!!